Picks me up with ease

 I have always wanted a picture like this BUT even when we were 16, I weighed more than Josh. Last year I made a post where I had finally gotten to a point in my weight where I was barely less than him. Now over a year later, and even more weight released, he picks me up with ease BUT most importantly I don't freak out wondering if I am going to break him. It took me awhile to get to the point where I was fine with him picking me up because of my old mentality.