I have been hiding....

 I have been hiding.

Let me explain...........

I have healed a lot around my fear of being seen and judged but still continue to work on it as I am human and still feel this.

I always post my successes with the intent to inspire, to show others 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲, 𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲! Because 𝑰 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒐 𝒊𝒕, 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍.

I hesitate posting and every time I do post, on some level I have worried.

*I worry people are annoyed with me and think I am bragging.

*I worry people think I am a fraud and don’t believe me.

*I worry people think that I think I am better than them now.

*I worry that others will feel insecure because some have said they want the results I have had and they feel they can’t so it makes them feel bad and that is the last thing I want is to make someone feel insecure.

BUT

*𝐼𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑!

*𝐼𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠!

*𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑓 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡!

*𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠!

*𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦.

(I understand the envy and shame when others had something I wanted but felt like I couldn’t. I had to work a ton on that topic and now I am genuinely excited for others who have what I desire and I had to work a ton on it not being my responsibility if others chose to feel insecure of my success)

SO

People can choose to be inspired and excited for me AND themselves knowing they can do it too, or they can shame and judge and want me to hold myself back to protect their feelings, but I won't do that any longer.

I am choosing today, NO more hiding!!

My results were next level because I am freaking fantastic at what I do! I am safe to desire more and therefore inspire more! NO more hiding even if it comes with more judgements, because I know that I am safe to be seen, will be safe and will be okay!

𝙃𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚?

Please reach out if you desire my help in disconnecting from the responsibility of others emotions, and feeling safe to be seen more!