Life gets to be so good!

I wanted to share with you a little of my journaling today in hopes to inspire you that you can make changes and things will be okay :)

I have had to make some hard choices the past few days.

Things I have known needed to be done for months that I kept pushing off are finally being done.

In reality I was suppressing it all vs pushing it away and then beating myself up emotionally for people pleasing and making excuses again on some level. 

I have put these things off for months because of fear of rejection and because of guilt/shame.
I have put them off for months because I want to be able to help everyone.

I also put these things off for months because I hate saying goodbye 

and I have had to accept that these new choices being announced could mean that.

It could mean people leave not only my business, but my world.

It could mean people will hate me and smear campaign me.

I know that sounds extreme but sadly I know first hand this is a very valid fear as it has happened before.

Logically it also might not make sense to make some of these choices, but it does energetically and it has been very heavy.

I know and trust that even with these choices, life gets to be so good because I can't be for everyone.

I choose to trust that the people who love me and understand my heart, will love and accept me even if they don't 100% agree with me. 

I choose to trust people will respect my choices like I respect theirs. 

I also choose to trust that the people who decide to hate and shame me will leave quietly and not verbalize their shame and be abusive BUT if they do, I choose not to take it personally as it only is a reflection of them. 

Life gets to be good even if people leave
Life gets to be good even I am not liked by everyone
Life gets to be good even if I change my mind and move things around

Life gets to be so good!!!